i was in a hell

so, i was at this hotel i think… and i was running from something?  but i don’t remember the middle part…

and then this lady came to tell me something but i already knew that i was becoming an alien… ahhahhaha. anyways, i would become sick because of it. Then, i was in this camp with basically everyone i knew and i had a brain tumor. but, it seemed like so did many other people

i dont know it was just odd…

This was the first nightmare-ish dream I’ve had in quite some time. It’s hard to remember where it began. I feel it started at school. I left school to go over to my father’s apartment, and there were ambulances and police everywhere. My father had died. I never saw my dad in the dream. I’ve also never had a dream that made a lasting impression. I fear it’s foreshadowing an event. I’m hoping that it isn’t. The dream actually made me feel sad and worried. Though it seemed so real, it was only a dream. Also, I find it odd that dreams seem to fit certain time frames. You could sleep for an hour, and have a full dream. Or you could sleep for nine hours, and have a dream. My dreams never seem to be interrupted, and end when they should. I feel that when my imagination is exhausted in any certain dream, the dream ends. Like I have said before, it is very interesting. I might actually research this.

I actually had this dream in a short time frame even though it seemed to last for hours. The setting was what seemed to be a completely frozen over desert because of the lack of any physical features, just widespread flat ground. All i could see was a never ending wave of snow and one particularly strange thing, There was a cross a couple hundred feet north from where i was. A large cross, one that would be used for Crucifixions. I started to walk to it unknowing of why it was there or why i was even there.  I noticed that the closer i thought i got to it, the farther i actually ended up from it. I was clueless what i should do. The absence of sun from the sky, the tremendous cold, and the strangeness and weirdness of it all was disturbing. I sat down and as if plotting my next move.Then it started to snow and over time that snowfall grew more intense turning the featureless ground into large dunes and mountains of snow. I could no longer see the cross or where i was going due to the Overwhelming snowfall, and then i woke up. i was actually frustrated with myself after, not to mention i was in a freezing cold sweat. im not sure what the dream symbolized considering i do not believe in god, and im not sure what else it could relate to. It was very basic and to the point, what that point may be i’ll never know.

So I finally had another memorable dream. This has got to be one of the most weird, abstract dreams I’ve ever experienced. So it started out with me watching the news. This lady was murdered in her house, something or someone busted through her wall and stabbed her. I’m not sure if this is relative, but I had watched “The Strangers” earlier that night. The weird thing is, the movie didn’t scare me or leave me with any sense of paranoia. Anyways, after seeing this, I went to the location they were broadcasting from. Everything was in ruin. There was debris everywhere, rubble all over the ground, much like as if the building would have just collapsed. From there, the dream seemed to skip, like changing the channel on a television. I appeared in what seemed to be Taco Bell. I was just standing around and someone jumped in through the window. Someone shot him, and people just went on about their business. The city went into panic, and things were being locked down. There was a zombie outbreak. All I can remember from there, is that everyone had a baby they had to carry with them. When you exited the Taco Bell, you had to drop it in a chute. There were four, maybe five to choose from. One just put the child in a bag that you could carry, and the others went to safe houses. That’s when I woke up. Weird, I know. Damn.

so i went to sleep at about 10-10:30 and i wake up at 11:30, thinking it was time to get ready for school so i was about to get in the shower and my mom asked “what are you doing? shouldn’t you be sleeping its almost midnight” and im like wtf i thought it was time for school. i felt like i had a full nights sleep too. things like that keep happening to me and it drives me crazy.
but, anyways, even weirder dream, i can’t remember the first part, but i was in the car with my mom driving down grange, and grange is pretty open but, in the dream, it was dark but bright at the same time. it just felt like i wanted to just lay there for awhile to think. anyways, we were in the car and fighting and she threatened to hit me with the leg of a table, so i got out of the car and we’re walking down fort and it seems like there’s going to be some big disaster because everyone’s going crazy and taking things from the 7-11 but no ones doing anything about it. then we get into the pro-clean parking lot and thaad catches up to me and my mom and gives me an umbrella..? then he says happy birthday and then random people come out of nowhere and give me a cookie.
then, i wake up a few times and go back to sleep..
next thing i remember, im in this weird house with thaad, my mom, and some people i don’t know. and i just remember i was sleeping in most of the dream and then i would wake up and run to see where everyone was. my mom wouldn’t be anywhere but thaad and some guy would be in this room watching tv..? then i went to the girls room and we were talking, then the other little girl came in and my mom was yelling at me because we were in the bathroom, then she started picking out clothes for me to wear. and it was just weird…

I had this crazy dream about 2 nights ago, i still remember most of it but its kind of confusing, bear with me. This dream has no temporal significance, there is no real time for starting, i just remember from what im going to deem the beginning, idk how i got there or anything. Ok, so its an old gothic cathedral, and i can tell its TALL, as in hundreds, perhaps over a thousand feet tall. I can feel it and there are certain open air points, like where there isnt a wall but just a ledge, i never approach near enough to look down, but i feel the chill of the rushing air, see the gloomy, cold grey sky outside. I dont know who is with me but i get the feeling that they are a close friend. I’m not sure what happens between me walking down the corridors and through a set of GIANT wooden double doors (doors like i would imagine Martin Luther hammering his protest onto) but at some point i end up talking to a nun. Sometime after that in a kind of small room with cold grey stoney cathedral walls and flying buttresses, a giant hand that i understand (idk how i know it is but it is) to be the devil is just there in the room, its mammoth, probably 30+ across, and is more or less The Wallmaster hand from zelda games (A link to the past more specifically). I grab the tip of one of its fingers and literally start wrestling with it, we wrestle for a while and somehow i feel like the double doors behind me hold the gate to hell beyond them, so i avoid going over there. Then I wake up. I dont remember much else, but its really weird and i figured id share it. I fought a wallmaster hand hahhaha

Please bear with me some parts of the dream I have forgotten now.  I don’t think I’ve ever told anyone but Alex about this dream it happened around a year ago, and it was one of the strangest dreams I’ve ever had in my life (that I can remember).

The dream starts  with me dying, all I remember from that moment is being in a tunnel like one of the ones in detroit with the orange lights illuminating the night time. I don’t know who I was with but I remember I wasn’t alone, I have conflicting memories of what it was that killed me, so I can’t really say.

My mind goes blank around that moment, and next thing I remember is I’m looking at the ceiling in a giant gymnasium filled with rows of beds and blankets lined up like this was some kind of emergency shelter durring a hurricane or something.   To the left side of the gym was a set of big glass doors to give you a better layout of the place all the feet of the bed were facing the direction of the doors, and the doors were automatic and slid open whenever someone got close to leave.

I sat up on whatever bed I was on the pillow to my right side and the foot of the bed to my left and peered down the gym and saw a single door on the far left side of the wall facing me, it was some kind of office that I knew was managing this place.

For a while I stayed in the open area of the gym, I saw many people there I hadn’t seen in years, one in particular my friend Quinton who had been my best friend in elementary school and we immediately recognized eachother and talked for a while and caught up, we walked around talking to people and when we walked by the doors the outside world looked like a frozen wasteland.  What made it creepier was every once in a while people would walk out the doors, and upon walking out they would vanish, but I could hear them scream and when they would scream you would see the outline of a screaming face on the door showing up like someones breathe and then it would fade away as the scream did.

For some reason I knew this was purgatory.

It wasn’t long before I found my mom and my sister who explained to me I had died but it was alright because we were all dead.  I talked with them for a little while about stuff I can’t remember and then ended up walking into the office of the gym.

This part was really creepy, the director of wherever I was, was the pedophile from Donny Darko.  He was busy answering phones and looking through papers frantically behind his desk and he looked really stressed out, I remember sitting down and being in his office for a minute without him taking any notice of me.  I can’t remember if I actually talked to him or not but the next thing I remember is looking up directly at the ceiling like when I woke in the gym and having my vision go black and then I was in my house in Riverview with my mom, sister, and our two dogs penny and oreo.

They told me I was still dead and it was still alright, we all sat and talked to eachother, everyone really content not even minding being dead, I’m not sure if this was supposed to be some sort of heaven but the only part of the conversation I remember was the end when my mom who got really loud and her voice changed said, “And they will be reunited with the father for seven days and then cast out of paradise.”

Then I again found myself unwillingly looking to the ceiling and everything going black then silence and hearing laughter, I think it was my sister but I’m not sure.

Then I heard the tide on a beach.  It was so soothing, it was like being in the most comfortable place I had ever been, the sun was setting so it was dark but still light enough to see everything, the sky was kind of purple and it made the water look absolutely beautiful.

This is the strangest part of the dream, I remember walking with god and talking to him about…everything.  I don’t remember much of our conversation, just bits and pieces and I can’t remember what the voice of god sounded like but I remember walking side by side and I have a mental image of his feet walking next to me.  What I do remember is we walked for a long time on this endless beach, it never got darker or lighter out, and our conversation continued without pause for a long time, its all a blurr but I still remember clearly how it ended.   As we walked and talked God told me that I had a second chance, I looked to the sky, the entire world went black.  I was engulfed in darkness, and then, I woke up.

but what if it wasn’t a dream?

I was walking along the pier at Bishop Park in Wyandotte, and I walked towards the water. I jumped over the barrier down into what wasn’t water, but a factory of sorts. I landed on ground, and in front of me lay a wall of machinery. The whole reason I went down into the factory was to get a phone. I saw a cell phone sitting on the ledge of some machine. I grabbed it and climbed up the wall, and back onto the pier. The whole atmosphere was very gray and gloomy, much like the atmosphere of Midgar. from Final Fantasy VII. The whole thing pretty much reminded me of the first Mako reactor you visit. Anyways I came up with the phone and there was a stone table with benches around it. There was a couple dressed in victorian garments. They asked me if it were a phone and I didn’t respond. I just tossed it into a pool that was in the opposite direction of the pier. The dream seemed to last forever, though it was simple. All of my dreams are usually random. The more I think about it, the more I become interested in my subconscious.

This dream happened about 3 or 4 days ago. I already told Neil about it the day after I had it but I thought it was pretty weird and interesting.

So basically, I was in this 4 story tall tower structure of different types of entertainment. Arcades, clubs, vending machines, bowling, race tracks… a bunch of random shit. It was basically like a mature Disneyworld with an urban atmosphere. Lots of graffiti on the walls, holes in the walls - what you think of when you think of The Warriors. Each level of the tower had different types of things to do. Most of the dream consisted of me on the 2nd floor. This floor was where most of the people in the building were. It had about 4 or 5 sections to it and each section had a hallway leading to the next. Also, the sections had different clubs and bathrooms and shit in them. But, each section also had it’s own kind of “gang” and eventually i walked into a gang fight. Everyone was panicing and then I somehow got caught into and eventually was chased by a gang. They chased me back and forth through the halls and different sections. Then, I ran up and down the different levels of the tower til I eventually got to the bottom floor. This floor was very dim and very dirty and I ran into about 3 different people in beat-up, messy, and what seemed to be very dirty Sesame Street costumes. The whole atmosphere was extremely eerie. One of the men was loading some sort of cart filled with towels like a bell boy does at a hotel. After they saw me, I immediately ran away and that’s basically all that I remember.